This resonates on many levels because my relationship with my sister has always been painful, so much so that I had to give up. It's bittersweet because we do love each other. But, I had to learn to love from a distance and never ever make the mistake of getting close enough to be vulnerable to her low-key negativity toward me. It has been a life long thing. I had a dream about her 2 years ago that made me wake up in tears. I honestly believe the dream was meant for me to know that I must unplug from this narrative for the rest of my life. And it was okay. My guides were letting me know I didn't have to feel guilty about it.
Wow. See I get shy opening up about my personal stories but I’m always stunned when someone else can truly relate and has also been there. Makes me feel less alone and safe. Like we really are here together, aloneness and separation is an energy that tries to hijack us. When I let it go with her, I wasn’t consciously close to my guides then, but I somehow knew it wasn’t in my best interest to keep going with her - thank goodness. Glad you’re having some peace about it on your path.
This resonates on many levels because my relationship with my sister has always been painful, so much so that I had to give up. It's bittersweet because we do love each other. But, I had to learn to love from a distance and never ever make the mistake of getting close enough to be vulnerable to her low-key negativity toward me. It has been a life long thing. I had a dream about her 2 years ago that made me wake up in tears. I honestly believe the dream was meant for me to know that I must unplug from this narrative for the rest of my life. And it was okay. My guides were letting me know I didn't have to feel guilty about it.
Wow. See I get shy opening up about my personal stories but I’m always stunned when someone else can truly relate and has also been there. Makes me feel less alone and safe. Like we really are here together, aloneness and separation is an energy that tries to hijack us. When I let it go with her, I wasn’t consciously close to my guides then, but I somehow knew it wasn’t in my best interest to keep going with her - thank goodness. Glad you’re having some peace about it on your path.
We (humans) are going through a lot of emotional pain… bravo for struggling your way through and find opportunities for thriving
Being a clown was what I said I wanted to be when I grow up, when I was 5 years old. Sometimes I’m one at home or on my own…
Aw, thank you ♥️. I like to think we are all clowns - on our own special fool’s journey missions.